I'm having trouble sleeping these days. Flashbacks occurring more frequent than they used to...I was listening to a song earlier, your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus, it made me think if I was saved by mine. I know I can't change the past but I can learn from it. Medyo mahirap nga lang kasi I still can't take away the guilt that I'm feeling right now. Minsan iniisip ko mas okay kung bigla na lang ako mawala and go somewhere far, to reflect, find my peace of mind and finally be able to come back and face my friends again with a smile in my face knowing I'm finally healed of the scars of the accident. Sana, someday, I can finally get rid of the guilt...